Where do we start

Okay, here it is a Sunday afternoon and I am sitting on my lovely squishy couch, on my squishy ass and watching Kristie Alley's tv show and feeling some inspiration. Inspiration to lose weight which I sooo know I need to do! This is the biggest I have ever been and it does get depressing and that does not help me at all!

So, Kristie weighs in at 230lbs I think it was and right off the bat I said "I look bigger than that"!!!!!! I weighed in at 245lbs!!! UGH! Disgusting! Seriously, where the hell did it all come from? Oh look, now a weight watchers commerical! Do they really want me to lose this weight don't they! I did WW and did lose. Was down to 169lbs back in 2001 (I think that was the right year) and with the crap in my life I just started back to eating whatever I wanted to again! This is the biggest I have been!

Typing this and on facebook because I have no life!! LOL Still watching Kristie and I wish I could have a personal trainer! Unfortunately, I am poor!! hahahaha!!!!!!! I guess I need to go back to the Y and have one of their wonderful people there work out what I need to do to lose my tire! Where did I gain a tire? I really do feel like a guy with the gut that hangs over the pants! I then need to work on my legs, ass, two chins, thickness of my hair!! Surprised my hair has not got fat! No, I just got told I look like a guy! Where is the receding hair line??

Dinner tonight is a pork roast and potatoes and carrots. Remind myself not to eat it all! LOL Tomorrow, breakfast...bowl of cereal. I should take the puppies for a walk but I truly don't feel well.

This is a whine session today! Can I say anything nice?

Let's see....I am alive and that is good!! I am writing and expressing my views even if no one really cares! Oh, smell dinner... yummy and that is good!!